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happy birthday to my favorite reader of all times.

ok im back.

yes i am.
I'm still trying to get back into my normal routine.
doesn't seem to happen. so yea. i just came from Cyprus.
took some pictures.

their words are stronger than mine so im shutting the hell up.
enjoy.

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and some faces.

kevin carter.

it has come to my attention that i have never said anything about what i felt about the Kevin Carter insident.
I will be a bit harsh but if you are here that means you can handle it.
People who say that he should have helped the girl instead of taking the picture, go fuck yourselves and stop beeing such ignorant douches.
A photographers job is to take pictures and show them to the world.
So it goes a little something like this: Photographer takes a trip to some place, photographer sees the misery around him, photographer takes some pictures, photographer sends the pictures to the rest of the world, pictures come to your screens and you are aware of what does misery mean.
If the photographer wasn't there then YOU wouldn't know that something like that was happening.
If YOU didn't know that something like that was happening you wouldn't pretend that you care.
If YOU really cared you wouldn't sit on your fucking couch while eating crumpets and drinking tea and you would go out there and help your selves instead of wating for ONE guy that his job was to take pictures and show to the world HOW the fuck YOU turned it into.
because its not "the system" its not "the US of A" its not "politicians" its YOU.
The big fat idiot that likes to "pretend" that cares but actually not care at all.
Just by pointing your fingers you are not prooving anything.
Kevin Carter was a million times more than a caring person that you will EVER be.

here's a song about him.
may you rest in peace Kevin.




im out.

not much

i am doing fine.
getting healthier by the moment.



It Is Not Sound

For the record

No one will understand
What it is all about

The dead name
Backwards

Amen

It just happened
A long time ago

33 years

Again and again and again
What is it all about

It is a promise
Of a lifetime

Never recorded

hmm

i just noticed something.
check out my nose on the previews post.
looks funny eh?
that is all

pictures, self portraits

i shot a series of self portraits on my computer.
i named the project: wisdom,slumber,a penis and dear jesus.
click on thumbs for bigger view.











enjoy


thanks.

eat!

i came across a stomach infection when i was younger but i didn't actually care.
what i did not know was that my stomach cared. so it came right back at me allmost giving me zero sleep, alot of puking, blood spiting and lots of others.
started a nice eating program with healthy food and right eating schedule which made me feel .... alot better. i can say i haven't felt this healthy in years. maybe never.
so its good news.

there, life is good afterall.
stop whinning and do something about it.

thanks for not reading.

im not thanking those who are actually reading because i love you allready.

:)

bizarrius dot org

my recently ignored and no more put aside website is back online with some new pics for you to check out. breathe in. i missed photography so much i am willing to stop doing lots of stuff just to get back on track. breathe in.

double you double you double you dot bizarrius dot org it is.

check it out if you want.
but do check it out.

Trip to Thailand

So, i was on a trip to Thailand this April.
Went to Phuket Island, Phiphi Islands and offcourse, Bangkok.
To fullfil my selfish needs on what I think I do as art, I took photos of everyday people that crossed paths with our walks around the country.




slideshow also available in higher resolution here

More to come soon.
probably with something more interesting to say also.

First post

Thanks for reading,
or not reading...

Demetris